Pastor Edgar Mayer; Living Grace Community Lutheran Church; Message on Message on 7 – The Crisis Of Belief; Experiencing God Course; Date: 17 June 07

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A God-Sized Church

 

In 1969 a pastor in Seoul, Korea, had 10,000 core church members with about 12,000 people regularly attending worship services. He was happy, feeling good and satisfied. He had a good home, a wonderful wife, children, a beautiful car and even a chaffeur. He said: “God, I am going to stay at this church until my black hair turns white.”

But one day while he was praying in his office, the Holy Spirit came, “Cho, your time is up here. You must be ready to move again.” He said: “Oh, Lord, move? I already pioneered one church, and this is my second pioneer effort. Do you want me to pioneer again? Why should I pioneer constantly? You are choosing the wrong person. Go to someone else.” And he started arguing with God.

Eventually God persuaded him, saying: “You go out and build a church which will seat 10,000 people, a church that will send out at least 500 missionaries.” He replied: “Father, I can’t do that. I’m scared to death of building a church like that.” But God said: “No, I’ve told you to go. Now go.

He calculated roughly with a contractor about costs. He told him that they needed two-and-a-half million dollars to build that size a church [and that was 40 years ago], another half-million to purchase the land, and an additional two-and-one-half-million to build an adjacent apartment complex. So the pastor would need five-and-one-half million dollars.

The contractor asked him how much money he had. He told him he had $2,500. The contractor looked blandly at him, shook his head, and did not even comment. Then the pastor went to a meeting of the church’s elders and told them the plan. One elder said: “Pastor, how much money are you going to raise in America?” He answered: “Not a penny.” Another elder asked: “How much money can you borrow from the American Bank?” He replied: “Not a penny.”

They said: “You are a good, genuine minister, but you’re no businessman. You can’t build a church and apartment house like that.” The 600 deacons reacted in the same way and the pastor became discouraged. Full of fear, he prayed: “Lord, you heard every word the elders and deacons said. They were all in agreement, so you’ve got to think this over again.” But in his heart Christ commanded him: “I did not ask you to confer with your deacons and elders. I told you to go and build.”

He replied: Lord, you know that I don’t have anything to build with. It will take so much more money than I have now.” Then through the Holy Spirit Jesus spoke to his heart, “What do you have that you personally could give?” In his heart the pastor knew what he was asking, but he refused to recognize the request, saying, “Jesus, don’t ask me to do that. I married when I was thirty years old, and throughout the years I’ve saved my money so that I could build a beautiful home and give it to my wife. I can’t sell that house.

But the Lord replied, “Give what you have.” The pastor cried: Father, it’s just $20,000. That can’t build the church and apartment complex. They cost $5 million. The amount my house would bring could not possibly be enough.” But God said: “Sell your home and bring that money to me in faith.” He responded: “Oh, God, this is terrible! How can I do that?” God admonished him: “If you are ever to believe my Word, you must first be willing to give of what you have and what you own.”

The pastor’s wife was not pleased. She turned pale, and then looking straight into his eyes she said, “This home is mine, not yours. Don’t you dare touch this house. It belongs to me and to my children. You cannot give up this house.” Yet, the Lord nudged her. For almost a week she could not sleep, and her eyes became blood-shot. Finally she came to her husband: “I cannot stand it any longer. I cannot refuse what the Holy Spirit wants. I’ll give up the house.” So she brought the title deed for the house, and together they took that title deed and gave their home for the construction of the church.

One day a problem came up. The Korean government was developing a special piece of land called Yoido Island. They were building government buildings on the land and would allow only one church there. Church bids came from all over Korea: the Presbyterian, Methodist, Baptist, Catholic . They all applied and the pastor also submitted an application because he had planned to build on that land. The man in charge looked at him and asked: What denomination do you belong to?” He replied: “The Assemblies of God.” “You mean that church where they shout praises to God in such a loud and noisy way? And pray for the sick and speak in strange tongues?” “That’s right.” He shook his head: “You know this church is going to be right in front of the new Congress Hall. This church has to be dignified, and your church is not. We can’t accept this application.

The pastor was happy in his heart because this would excuse him from building the church. He returned to God in prayer: “Lord, you heard that, didn’t you? We are not dignified enough to build there.” The Holy Spirit responded saying: “When did I ask you to go and apply for a building permit?” The pastor questioned: “Am I not supposed to?” God answered: “My child, you should not follow the path you are now walking. You must walk the other way, the way of prayer and faith.”

So the pastor began to fast and pray. Then in his heart the wisdom of the Holy Spirit spoke: “Go and find who is in charge of developing that land.” To cut a long story short the pastor visited the mother of the man in charge, prayed with her, she became filled with the Holy Spirit and began to come to his church.

They continued praying and praying and then the mother brought her son’s wife to the church. After listening to the sermon she gave her heart to Christ and was filled with the Holy Spirit. Then the son himself – the man in charge of the building block – came to church and he also miraculously gave his heart to God.

The next morning he walked into the pastor’s office: “Pastor, you know I’m in charge of the development of Yoido Island. We are permitting one Korean church to come and build there. I wish we could bring our church there.” The pastor wanted to shout, but the Holy Spirit would not allow him to. The Holy Spirit impressed on his heart to say nobut the pastor argued: “No, God, I’ve worked so hard for this.” While his heart was crying out to say yes”, he replied: “No, Mr. Vice Mayor. To bring this church to Yoido would take an enormous amount of money, and we would have to buy at least three or four acres of land. That would cost more than five million dollars. I think it’s impossible. To make matters worse, we are considered an undignified Pentecostal church, and they would not even accept my application.”

He smiled and said: “I think I have a way. You pray for one week and then I’ll come back. You can give me the answer then, because I can take care of it quickly.” For one week the pastor prayed, and the next week the man in charge returned to his office: “Pastor, if you make the decision to move the church there, I’ll make all the arrangements for you to have the choicest of land. I’ll also do all the paper work, with my own office paying the expenses. I’ll send a man to Congress to get all the necessary agreements, and I’ll do all the paper work for that, too. I’ll do everything for you, and you will have the land. More than that, I’ll make the arrangements for you to buy the land on credit from the city government.”

Then the Holy Spirit said in the pastor’s heart: “SHOUT!” He said: “Mr. Vice Mayor, I accept.” The pastor thought that if you have a small project, you will be tried in a small way; but if you have a big project, you will be tried in a big way. Never think that your faith will only travel through a field of roses. You will go through turbulences, by which God tests your faith.

The dollar devaluation came, and the contractor broke the contract. He said that they wanted to renegotiate, and he increased the cost of building the church. Then the oil crisis came, and all the banks closed. The pastor’s people began to lose their jobs, and even with his total offering income per month, he could hardly meet even the interest on the loans. Not only could he not pay his staff in the church, but he received no salary myself.

Then the company began to sue him because he could not pay the necessary increase. He would come to the church, and notice after notice came, filing suit: the electric company, the sewage company, the construction company. Papers were piled on his desk, yet he had no money to pay any of them. He didn’t even have the money to hire his own lawyer. He would sit behind his desk, and one by one the workers in his church began to leave because he could not give them their salaries. Nobody wants to stay on a sinking ship, and his was sinking fast.

Since he and his wife had sold their home and had no place to go, he brought his family to an unfinished apartment on the seventh floor of the unfinished apartment complex. There was no running water and no heat, and it was very cold. Each evening he would go home to the barren apartment, and all night they would shiver in the cold weather. They had no food and everything seemed so dark.

He said to himself: “Yes, I made a mistake. I should never have believed God in such a way. I should have thought in the traditional pattern. I should not have started to walk on water. All this business about faith is a fake. All those voices that I heard in my prayer life must have been my voices of my own consciousness, and not from the Holy Spirit.” He began to feel sorry for himself and was going to finish his life – commit suicide.

He said: “I’m going to cast myself down. I’m going to die. But I don’t want to go to hell. I’ve been working for You God all these years, and at least I should get something in return. If hell is worse than this place, why should I go there? But I can’t live in the world like this. I am going to commit suicide, but please accept my soul and send me to heaven.”

The impact of that prayer was more powerful than he realized and as he prayed, he heard a voice saying: “You are a coward. You want to cast yourself down and become an object of ridicule for the people. Will you remain a coward? Or are you a man of faith?” He admitted: “Yes, I am a coward.”

Again the voice spoke: “Not only will you go to hell, but you will also pull down many of your members who put their trust in you! You will cause a chain reaction. Because of your cowardice they will lose their faith. They will have broken homes and some will also commit suicide.”

These words poured into the pastor’s heart. He slumped down, crying: “Oh, God, then what can I do? Why won’t you let me die?” God replied: “You cannot die, for you must persevere. You must see all the debts paid; all the people’s debts must be cleared.”

He stood up, left the seventh floor and went to his office. He knelt down, travailing and crying. News of his desperate state began to spread among the people. Suddenly they experienced a reawakening of faith, including those who had already left the church. They cried: “Let’s save our preacher! Let’s save the man of God!”

A movement began. It was a cold winter, and they had no heat, but by the thousands the people began to flock into the ground floor of the unfinished church, thousands also fasting and praying through many nights.

Then God began to move. Women would cut their long hair, bringing it to the platform to make wigs that could be sold. One day an eighty year old woman who had no children, no support, barely living by the help of the government, came to the platform, crying and trembling. She brought an old banged-up rice bowl, a pair of chopsticks and a spoon. As she stood there crying she said: “Pastor, I want to do something but have no money. This is all I have – this old rice bowl, a pair of chopsticks and a spoon. But I want to give it all to the Lord’s work. I can eat out of cardboard, and I can eat with my fingers.”

The pastor’s heart was broken: “Woman, I can’t accept this. It’s all you have! You need these to eat your everyday meal. I can’t accept it.” She broke down in tears, saying: “Wouldn’t God accept this gift from an old dying woman? Wouldn’t he? I know that this can’t be much help to you, but I want to give something.” Suddenly a businessman stood up and spoke: “Pastor, I want to buy that.” And he paid nearly $30,000 just for that old banged-up bowl, chopsticks and spoon.

This began to light a fire. People began selling their good houses and moving to small apartments. All the debts were cleared and today – almost 40 years later – the church numbers about 800,000 people with countless blessings flowing from this one church into all the world – including Australia. [From David Yonggi Cho: The Fourth Dimension, Florida 1979, p105ff.]

 

Reflection: Can you identify some Biblical principles which find expression in this example story? What in this story reminds you of the Bible? Do you find some of these principles enunciated in the Experiencing God which we are curently studying?

 

 

1               [Slide 1] Henry Blackaby: Experiencing God course, p116: “Whenever God involves you in His activity, the assignment will have God-like dimensions to it.” “I have come to the place in my life that, if the assignment I sense God is giving me is something that I know I can handle, I know it probably is not from God.”

               [Slide 2] Yonggi Cho’s God-sized assignment: Build a church that seats 10,000 and costs five-and-a-half million dollars with $2,500 and build that church on a government-reserved piece of prime property that was closed to undignified Pentecostal churches.

               [Slide 3] Henry Blackaby: Experiencing God course, p116: “God told Abraham to father a nation when Abraham had no son and Sarah was past the age to bear children [cf. Genesis 11ff]. He told Moses to deliver the children of Israel, to cross the Red Sea, and to provide water from a rock [cf. Exodus]. He told Gideon to defeat the giant Midianite army with 300 men [cf. Judges 6:33; 7:1-8]. Jesus told the disciples to feed the multitudes and to make disciples of all the nations [cf. Matthew 14:13-21; 28:16-20]. None of these things were humanly possible. When God’s people and the world see something happen that only God can do, they come to know God.”

               [Slide 4] Henry Blackaby: Experiencing God course, p116-117: “God said: ‘I will gain glory for myself through Pharaoh and all his army and the Egyptians will know that I am the Lord’ (Exodus 14:4) … ‘When the Israelites saw the great power the Lord displayed against the Egyptians, the people feared the Lord and put their trust in him’ (Exodus 14:31) … ‘The fear of God came upon all the kingdoms of the countries when they heard how the Lord had fought against the enemies of Israel’ (2 Chronicles 20:20) … “

               [Slide 5] 1 Corinthians 2:3-5: “ … I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.” Romans 15:17-19: “Therefore I glory in Christ Jesus in my service to God. I will not venture to speak of anything except what Christ has accomplished through me in leading people of other nations [original: the Gentiles] to obey God by what I have said and done – by the power of signs and miracles through the power of the Spirit. So from Jerusalem all the way to Illyricum, I have fully proclaimed the gospel of Christ.”

 

2               [Slide 6] Henry Blackaby: Experiencing God course, p110: “When God tells me what He wants to do through me, I will face a crisis of belief.” Henry Blackaby: Experiencing God course, p112: “When God speaks, your response requires faith.”

               [Slide 7] Yonggi Cho’s crisis of belief: No money, no support from the church leadership, no building approval, the dollar devaluation, the oil crisis, spiraling building costs, …

               [Slide 8] Hebrews 11:6: “Without faith it is impossible to please God … “ God is honoured and praised when we put our trust in him and his words. God is honoured and praised when we turn away from any self-centredness that trusts in one’s own resources rather than God’s.

               2 Corinthians 5:7: “We live by faith, not by sight.” John 14:12: “Jesus said, ‘Anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.’” Matthew 17:20-21: “I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.’” Isaiah 7:9: “If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all.”

 

3               [Slide 9] God is not shy in testing the faith of his people.

               [Slide 10] Yonggi Cho: do not say ‘yes’ even though the property is offered to you, dollar devaluation, oil crisis, living in abject poverty on the seventh floor of an unfinished apartment complex without running water and with no heating, desertion by staff, thoughts of suicide, …

               [Slide 11] Genesis 22:1-2: “Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, ‘Abraham!’ ‘Here I am,’ he replied. Then God said, ‘Take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love … Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about.” Jeremiah 11:20: “ . O Lord Almighty, you who judge righteously and test the heart and mind … “ 2 Thessalonians 2:4: “ … God, who tests our hearts.” James 1:12: “Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.” 1 Peter 1:6-7: “ … now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith – of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire – may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honour when Jesus Christ is revealed.” James 1:2-4: “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.”

               [Also consider the following passages: 2 Corinthians 1:8-9: “We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about the hardships we suffered in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired even of life. Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead.” 2 Corinthians 6:3-10: “We put no stumbling block in anyone’s path, so that our ministry will not be discredited. Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance, in troubles, hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left, through glory and dishonour, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; … having nothing, and yet possessing everything.” 2 Corinthians 4:7-12: “But we have this treasure [of God’s good news] in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.” 2 Corinthians 13:4: “For to be sure, Jesus Christ was crucified in weakness, yet he lives by God’s power. Likewise, we are weak in him, yet by God’s power we will live with him to serve you.” Romans 8:17-18: “ … heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.” Philippians 3:10-11: “I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.” Colossians 1:24: “Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ’s afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church.” Galatians 6:17: “ … I bear on my body the marks of Jesus.” 2 Corinthians 4:16-18: “ . we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” 2 Corinthians 12:7-10: “To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness … “]

 

4               [Slide 12] God is not shy in targeting our finances and works through sacrificial giving.

               [Slide 13] Yonggi Cho: He replied: “Lord, you know that I don’t have anything to build with. It will take so much more money than I have now.” Then through the Holy Spirit Jesus spoke to his heart, “What do you have that you personally could give?” In his heart the pastor knew what he was asking, but he refused to recognize the request, saying, “Jesus, don’t ask me to do that. I married when I was thirty years old, and throughout the years I’ve saved my money so that I could build a beautiful home and give it to my wife. I can’t sell that house.” But the Lord replied, “Give what you have.” He cried: “Father, it’s just $20,000. That can’t build the church and apartment complex. They cost $5 million. The amount my house would bring could not possibly be enough.” But God said: “Sell your home and bring that money to me with faith.” He responded: “Oh, God, this is terrible! How can I do that?” God admonished him: “If you are ever to believe my Word, you must first be willing to give of what you have and what you own.”

               Jesus spent 15% of his teaching on money and possessions and the bible has 2350 verses on money and possessions compared to 275 on prayer, 350 on faith, and 650 on love.

               Leviticus 27:30: “A tithe (1/10th) of everything from the land, whether grain from the soil or fruit from the trees, belongs to the Lord; it is holy to the Lord.”

               [Slide 14] Malachi 3:10: “Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house.  Test me in this, says the Lord Almighty, and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it.”

               Luke 6:38: “Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap.  For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you”

               2 Corinthians 9:10-11: “Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness. You will be made rich in every way so that in very way so that you can be generous on every occasion.”

               Luke 12:22-34: “ … Do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear … seeks his kingdom, and these things wil be given to you as well. Do not be afraid … Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven … “

 

5               [Slide 15] Yonggi Cho experienced God through his obedience and will we. The church was built and 40 years later numbers more than 800,000 people with streams of blessings flowing into many nations across the world.

 

6               [Slide 16] What may these principles mean for Living Grace?

               [Slide 17] We are moving into a season where God-sized assignments are beginning to take shape and mission activities increase.

V             E.g.: More converts than in any other year, we have embraced the teaching on the infilling and empowerment of the Holy Spirit with the consequence that people are receiving the gifts of tongues, interpretation, boldness, faith in prayer, … , we have done two seminars on the Holy Spirit where the Holy Spirit fell on people in power and some were filled with the Holy Spirit even for the first time (Toowoomba and Buderim), with the movement toward a citywide church leadership we now step up in our commitment to a citywide body of Christ that is one in worship and mission, we step up our commitment to work towards renewal and awakening in our denomination (Wandoan, Buderim, Hopevale), evangelists have joined our congregation, the people of our congregation are rising up in leadership, …

               [Slide 18] We will face a crisis of belief and we will be tested which needs a redoubling of our commitment to Jesus Christ, the Word of God and each other. We need to step up our commitment to holiness and turn away completely from sin so that the devil will not have a foothold among us and derail our faith walk.

               [Slide 19] We can expect that our finances will also not be spared from the call for greater faith and action.

               [Slide 20] It will be exciting to see how much God will accomplish through us. The purpose of our lives will be God-sized and we will experience him through our obedience.